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(no subject) [Nov. 30th, 2003|09:49 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |tiredtired]

There comes a time in everyone's life where you've had enough and you quit.

You know what? This is it for me. I fucking quit.

Ginny, if you need someone to talk to, talk to Charlie.

Harry, you have my most sincere apologies for accepting your invitation. It was selfish and thoughtless.

Charlie I apologize for being disrespectful to you in your rooms.

The rest of you can fuck off and die. I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear from you. Hell I don't want to hear from any of you unless the castle is going to explode. I don't care who you are, I don't care what you want, stay away from me.

I'm going back to my hole and damn well staying there. If something urgent comes up or there's an emergancy, send a fucking owl.

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(no subject) [Nov. 30th, 2003|05:53 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |tiredtired]

I haven't been very available lately. In fact I've been flat out hiding from the lot of you.

Then Blaise Zabini of all people found me and we had a nice discussion.

Ginny I really and definately do want to talk to you, but I'm telling you now. Behave yourself or I'm just sending Mum after you. You're really worrying me lately. Well me and a bunch of other people.

Now, anyone want to tell me what I missed while I've been hiding in my hole?
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2003|12:39 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]

{{PRIVATE}}

Charlie and Harry--?

What the bloody hell?

Merlin's balls, I swear--

He fucked blaise

He fucked Draco

He fucked WITH me

And now he's involved with my older brother.

No wonder I haven't seen him. I hope to hell he finds whatever makes him happy but at this point I really don't care anymore. He's going to flit around and whore around and ...

I'm not being fair. I KNOW I'm not being fair to him. He's had a hard time, he needs to be loved, but dammit no matter what happens to me, something worse is there for him. Anything good that happens to me is over shadowed when something bigger and better goes on in his life.

I'm getting really ... Cold ... living in harry's shadow.

Cold and Lonely and hurt.

I had issues, I hurt, and I wound up comforting him....

I don't know.

Maybe I'll feel better about it after I get drunk off my ass. On the other hand I DID find someone selling heroin. I just don't think I've quite got that much courage. Or stupidity. Take your pick...
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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2003|06:30 am]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

Bit of friendly advice...

avoid the astronomy tower... and possibly the Slytherins.

When ARE they going back to the dungeons?

{Private}

Harry's avoiding me. I didn't mean to be gone as long as I was but... I don't know what happened. I just don't. It wasn't that it was all that bad, physically but..

Gods I don't know. I feel filthy and disgusting. it's not like Montague raped me... I could have told him to stop, or even run, but it felt like a challenge or a dare and it happened fast.

One minute I was fine and snarking, it seems the next I was on my knees with his cock up my ass.

I don't evne know who to TELL about this... I don't want to tell anyone. harry's mad at me, and he's the only close friend I have at the moment.

I wonder if I can ... I don't know, obliviate myself or something. Alcohol might be nice.. in fact getting very drunk sounds like a lovely idea. In fact I wonder if I can get drugs from someone... that sounds lovlier.

As does making Montague pay.

Except I'm not sure for what.

Dammit.

I am so confused
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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2003|07:42 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

{Private}

So... Percy is trying to father a child with Lavender, Lavender and Chos' relationship is open and I slept with Cho. Cho has a hell of a charm and proved to be quite the boy. That said I'm worried about her. Erm him. Whichever, I feel bad for her. Lavander doing this randomly seem to have shaken her quite badly.

Was interesting being him with... Knowing it was cho, actually NOT wanting to hurt her and to be fairly nice and gentle. QUite interesting. Seamus has a sense of fun and play that could be promisng...

And blaise. My gods Blaise..

I want to rip his throat out with my teeth....

I also want to pin him down and fuck him until he screams.

Arrogant stupid prat.
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2003|09:08 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

Owl to Neville LongbottomCollapse )

Owl to Blaise ZabiniCollapse )

<lj-cut text="OOC NOTE to you" AIM is prfseverus. Please contact me when and if you can play.
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(no subject) [Oct. 8th, 2003|08:08 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |coldcold]

Ron was... worried and annoyed.

He was also determined to find Draco, as he headed down into the dungeons. Check up on him, make sure he was okay, and most of all find out what the hell he was thinking.

Letting a vampire feed from him. Of all the absolutely idiotic notions.
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Locked to Remus [Oct. 8th, 2003|02:06 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |coldcold]

Ron wondered just how much trouble he was going to be in with Remus, seeing as he hadn't shown up at all the night before, not to mention missing all of his classes that afternoon. Still, he hadn't done anything stupid with the time. Had even spent some of it doing homework. He'd just needed space to try to work through how he felt about the letter.

Unfortunately it hadn't really worked and he was still as unsettled as he had been. Well maybe not actually..

He walked into the office a bit like he was reporting to detention, and he knew that wasn't fair, so he forced himself to relax. Remus wasn't just his professor. He was Remus. They'd be alright. He closed the door behind him so they wouldn't be disturbed before turning his attention to Lupin.

"Hi," he started uncertainly, "I'm sorry I didn't come back. I just... needed some space for a while."
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Wide Open cause Ron's a friendly Puppy [Oct. 6th, 2003|02:19 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |nervousnervous]

Ron had had enough of the library, studying, and dusty books that made him sneeze.

He was also worried about hearing from Dumbledore, and he decided to take his mind off it. He didn't know where to go. He spent quite a while wandering about the castle before walking outside and sprawling across the front steps and looking up at the sky, watching the clouds scuttle past with the aid of a decidedly nippy breeze.

The fresh air and sunshine were both decidedly refreshing, and beat the daylights out of the cold and damp castle.
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(LOCKED) [Oct. 5th, 2003|07:28 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |nervousnervous]

Ron walked up to and into the office without pausing to knock, nose buried in the information packet he'd finally gotten from the ministry.

There wasn't any point anyway and he was sorting out his thoughts over his rather dull day, and wishing it had been duller. He really didn't know how he felt about what Connor had said, hurt, angry, confused, he mused almost to himself. On the other hand he was curious about the vault and a bit suscpious about his contents.

He really didn't know what he'd tell Remus just yet, if anything, but it all usually came out with the werewolf, and Kenny had given him some things to think about in the werewolf legislation. Regardless. It was with a sigh of relief he flopped onto the couch and tossed the papers onto the coffee table.
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2003|04:59 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |nervousnervous]

Owl to Albus DumbledoreCollapse )
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2003|06:34 am]
Ron Weasley
[mood |nervousnervous]

Owl to Remus LupinCollapse )
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Open [Oct. 4th, 2003|07:17 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |nervousnervous]

Ron left Remus' rooms late that evening, and made his way to the owlry first to send out an assortment of Owls, Owl to Ginny WeasleyCollapse ), Owl to Professor Severus SnapeCollapse ), Owl to the Department of Dangerous Creatures, Ministry of MagicCollapse )

That done, he went to the library, dug out several huge and outdated texts as well as his more accurate and recent information, both personally gathered, available in text, and began to work.

He was so lost he never realized that someone was standing nearby.
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Open. [Oct. 1st, 2003|02:00 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |indifferentindifferent]

Ron did actually make his morning run but by the time he'd arrived he didn't see Padma. He ran anyway. Then he headed back to the office just in time to shower and watch Remus stumble around and be generally amusing. He tried not to snicker loudly enough to draw attention to himself.

He went to class, apologized to Professor Vector for missing his class and got the classwork and homework assignments for the previous day, had lunch and in general did a lot of nothing, except collect a mass of homework. Remus seemed to be the only professor not giving incredible amounts of homework in preparation for N.E.W.T.S and he rather though that might change.

But he wasn't reminding him. For one thing he didn't need more work. For another dealing with him as a Professor when they were together was exceedingly wierd. Besides--he really didn't want more work. At least today his classes were done a bit earlier than normal and he was able to settle himself by the lake to catch up on some exceptional boring required reading, wrapped up in his cloak.
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Locked to Remus. [Sep. 30th, 2003|04:48 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |indifferentindifferent]

Ron didn't tell anyone he was going.

In the end it was something he decided he needed to do alone. To be sure and to feel safe. He emerged in the Shreiking Shack this time, and sneezed at the layer of dust his feet stirred up as he walked out and into the late afternoon. It was a gray day. Likely to begin raining at any moment as he walked through the streets aimlessly, for several hours, working up his nerve.

Remus had said Arkaday was gone, and he knew that.... but he needed to believe it more than logically. He needed to know he could be here and not panick of worry. Could feel safe. He had no intention of going in, when he finally gathered his Gryffindor courage and made his way there. He simply leaned against a fence, arms crossed over his chest and watched it.
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2003|12:04 am]
Ron Weasley
[mood |relievedrelieved]

Ron went up to the common room for the first time in ages.

He was relaxed happy, and very much looking forward to seeing his sister.

That had been ages too.

"Ginny?"
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Locked to Remus [Sep. 29th, 2003|02:29 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |relievedrelieved]

Ron was in Professor Lupin's office, attempting to study.

The library was just... not conducive to studying. Not really so much that he'd stumbled across the girls, the last time but he was far more inclined to socialize than work.

Of course Lupin's door was wide open, he was obviously visible, and he was all but asking to be distracted..
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(no subject) [Sep. 29th, 2003|12:59 am]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

Owl to Remus LupinCollapse )
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Locked to Remus. [Sep. 27th, 2003|11:06 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

Ron left the party late, and made his way back to the office. He took the time to do a sobering charm before he went in.

He'd had a good time, over all, but he missed talking to Remus, and out there he just couldn't really. Not like he wanted to.

He settled himself on the floor in front of the fire with The Lion The Witch and The Wardrobe, stroking Silky between pages, and drinking a hot cup of strongly caffinated Early Grey, hoping he'd be awake by the time Remus arrived.

He might even return later. But for now he needed a bit of a break
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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2003|07:36 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

Ron walked into the Great Hall, relaxed, comfortable, Happy as he flopped down on the floor and looked around..

The only thought in his head was that he was getting pissed.

Remus would be annoyed.

Remus would live with it.
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2003|02:24 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

Ron woke up, curled up in the couch, burrowed in the blankets, cat perched on his hip.

It was fairly early and he didn't expect to see Remus up for some time so he showered, dressed, ate, put a pot of coffee on the table with a warming charm, straightened up briefly and then settled at Remus' desk, idly reading some of the first years papers.
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2003|06:55 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |amusedamused]

Ron realized he hadn't seen Remus all day, as well as that it was the night before the full moon. He wasn't sure where he was, but after a brief hesitation he went by the kitchens, picked up a tray from the elves. They seemed to know what he liked, but he also got pot of coffee, in addition to the general fare of roast beef, mashed potatoes, several kinds of vegetables, bread and juice.

He was half laughing at himself, but he was bored, he was sure he hadn't seen Remus at any of the meals, and well... he was enjoying having someone about to take care of, on any level at all. And someone who took care of him. Family at it's best.

He didn't knock, just walked in and kicked the door closed behind him. He set the tray down in front of the older man, trying not to trod on the kitten who was mewling pietously

"Skipping meals, Professor?, "

he paused and went to feed Blue, "And starving my kitten to death too. For shame."
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2003|01:40 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |confusedconfused]

Owl to Remus LupinCollapse )
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2003|09:37 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |blankblank]

Ron sat in the office, fire roaring and waited, and wondered if Draco was going to show up. He was tired and restless and he felt unsettled. Uneasy about things and where they stood or didn't stand. It had all been too wierd, and had happened to fast.

He wanted to resolve it. He'd settle for understanding it.
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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2003|08:21 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |blankblank]

This time, Ron didn't knock. He simply walked into the office, didn't immediately see Remus and headed for the bathroom after dropping off his books.

He showered, brushed his teeth, changed clothes and reemerged. He spent a few minutes lighting a fire and getting a cup of hot chocolate from the house elf before he curled up on the corner of the couch with a book, Blue perched between him and the pages.

Amazing how much like home this was. More like home than home, actually, he thought as he waited.
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Open [Sep. 21st, 2003|04:59 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |blankblank]

Owl to Authur WeasleyCollapse )

Ron sent the owl and then found himself wandering about the school rather listlessly. He hated Sundays. Too slow and too dull. He didn't want to think about Harry or Draco and he definately didn't want to think about Baddock.

HE finally wound up on the Quidditch pitch, slamming bludgers around until his limbs felt heavy and loose and he was breathing hard and sweaing, in spite of the cooling air.

He landed, got the equipment put away, then flopped back on the ground, watching clouds scuttle across the sky.
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2003|05:15 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |nervousnervous]

Owl to PadmaCollapse )
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Open. [Sep. 20th, 2003|01:06 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |nervousnervous]

Ron sat comfortably in the back of the library, book open in front of him, all but asleep.

Draco had vanished and it was just as well. He was seething and not ready to deal with him yet. Unfortunately since no one knew they'd been involved to begin with, it wasn't something he was going to discuss. Hell he wasn't going to discuss it anyway.

He just added Malfoy to the list of people he intended to avoid, along with Harry. It really wasn't a huge deal, but it really did limit the places he could be without having some sort of unpleasant confrontation. Professor Lupin did need his office at least occsaionally.

Oh well. At least his grades would improve.

But he was still bored.

And lonely.
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(no subject) [Sep. 19th, 2003|12:19 am]
Ron Weasley
[mood |bouncybouncy]

Ron walked back up to the office, a bit sleepy and feeling very... settled. But he also very much wanted to be home. Do his homework and relax.

He was surprised how quickly the office had become his sanctuary, and Remus the person he wanted to share his day with. It felt... good. Comfortable and familiar.

Books in arm, kitten on one shoulder, quill in his teeth, he knocked and waited to be let in.
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Library, Open. [Sep. 18th, 2003|03:18 pm]
Ron Weasley
[mood |apatheticapathetic]

Ron settled down at the library and was trying t o study.

But it just wasn't working. What he'd told Remus had been very true. He just couldn't concentrate. He wanted someone to save him from his work. He rather suspected he should just do it, but he really didn't want to.

Quill tapping against the paper, looking at his arithmancy text, but not seeing it. Instead he was thinking of Draco and Remus and Harry and Ginny and the future, and even Padma and Millicent. Anything to avoid actual work
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